| april 11th, 2005 |
[Apr. 11th, 2005|04:23 pm] |
awwe wow. i forgot to say that on my first day of school here in california[friday], i went to a play for my drama class. they were doing Grease.. very hott. they all did such an awesome job doing that play. the singing was awesome. i helped out and sold raffle tickets and got on stage. my other new friends who went to see the play teased me because it was my first day there and they already have me working selling tickets. after the play i went to the after party. it was tons of fun. i rode there with my new friend jessica and we had a blast. i plan on going to her party this saturday after the last performance.
man i am so happy that i didn't go to derek's going away part last saturday night because i heard there was some serious drinking and like.. people got in trouble with kerry and john [their managers].. i am just happy i didn't go because i am not even with them yet and it would have looked bad if i was suspected of "partying hard". i guess everything happens for a reason.. i am just happy that the one boy we don't like went to the party because if he didn't, i would have stayed and holy crap that would have been bad. haha.
today.. it went pretty good. school was very fun actually. it's crazy right? school.. fun .. i enjoy my drama class the most because the majority of my friends are in there. jessica, elise, caitlyn, kevin, jeff.. and others i just recently met. [i am really bad with names HAH] .
well anyway.. i am just going to PEACE OUT-->
cameron |
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| april 10, 2005 |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|04:05 pm] |
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| | !@#$come on closer&*% by: gem | ] |
man. i haven't updated in a while. i've just been busy. my first day of school was
sexy. i got to meet a lot of new people. there were a few cute guys.. but no one
that was like AGHH! LETS HAVE KIDS AND GET MARRIED. i was happy to find out that
i was mostly ahead of everyone in my class. 3/4's ahead of them. i'm done with
all my sciences and after this year, i won't be taking any more maths..at least
i think that was what my cousilor was telling me. but for now these are my classes:
1. enlglish
2. teacher's aide [i help out at the office;]
3. algebra 2
4. drama 3
5. us history
6. art 1
...i feel like i've been in art forever! i take it every year but i always end up
moving.. so i never end up getting a full credit for it. it totally sucks. but for
the most part i like my schedule because it's not like.. hardcore fun in the morning
and totally sucking ass in the afternoon [like my schedule did in georgia] -definitely
wore me out. my drama class is so sexy. i like it a lot. and it really boosts my GPA
average up like.. so fricken much. it's not even funny ! they want their drama students
to be able to get into whatever school they want, so they try and help us out. and i
know this is going to help me out A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!! in my algebra class there's a
pretty cute guy in there.. i dont know what sport he plays. whatever. he's just fun
to look at when i get bored. -i hope he doesn't catch me staring because that wouldn't
be too cool haha. but there's a few girls in there that i met. they are REALLY nice.
they seem pretty cool too. like.. it would be awesome to hang out with them afterschool.
they invited me to hang out with them sometime, so i should try and make plans.
yesterday was a lot of fun. i got to hang out with my mom and sister again in LA. first we
went to a dance studio called edge [dance/movement for actors]. the instructor is this cute
chinese lady who has the coolest hair ever and can dance very sexual. it's hot. i am going
to class next saturday. she even wanted me to:] after that i went to acting class with nic.
it was also a blast. i learn something new there every time i attend [duh]. i didn't get
up in front of everyone and do any acting, but next week i am going to try to do something.
the last two times i went, i just tried to learn and get a feel for what acting is all
about. yesterday, all the actors had to do this scene, it seemed hard at first but once
you get yourself in the mindset of it all, it becomes real and you become the character.
it was a really good exercise. the script was about a girl/guy who had a phobia of cars.
--for whatever reason--we do not know-- but you had to go up there are cry and act
terrified of getting into the car while a psyciatrist tried to help you through it. it
was very emotional. -especially for me because when nicole went up there to try it out,
she started crying.. and whenever she cries i start crying. but i honestly think she did
the best out of all the actors who did the skit, not just because she is my sister, but
because she made it real.
after class, a boy named derek was throwing a go away part at his apartment [now that pilot
season is over, they are returning to their hometowns, finishing up school, etc.] nic and i
were invited but there was a boy there [who is clinicly insane and is a compulsive liar]
who ruined it for us, and mom wouldn't let us go. which i think probably was the best for us
anyways because i really do not like this boy for what he did.. and i will leave this all
unsaid. but everything worked out because we went to one of nic's best friends, emily [who
is now one of my best friends] and we hung out with her [she was also not allowed to go].
..now here is some very good news. we didn't know what to do so i was like, let's go down
to the tennis courts and look sexy, so we did. and while we were there, a really hot guy
who nicole talked to a few times before was there. with the help of emily and me, things
worked out pretty cool with those two. after last night, they got to know each other a
little better and i can tell [it's obvious that] he likes her a lot too. he's the perfect
guy, and he looks perfect too, so as the older brother, i approve ..with a perfect 10 hah.
anyway, i am going to go. i will keep posting.
ride it
cameron |
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| brilliance |
[Apr. 7th, 2005|06:36 pm] |
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| | na na na... | ] |
wow.. so i just had this moment where i felt
really smart. okay so i am thinking about
trying to get into the school newspaper. that
would be so hot. me writing articles. i am
forever in people's business.. what better
way is there to spread it around than the
newspaper article?? mmm.. but no i'd use it
for the greater good. duh ?? anyway i think i
smell dinner. it smells done.
later sex,
cam |
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[Apr. 7th, 2005|05:39 pm] |
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| | time is running out - muse | ] |
okay so my first week here has been sexy. i like it here a lot.
it's not a permanant stay where i am living at right now, but
it'll do until the house is finished being built. we really need
to sell the house we own in georgia. it'll be gayer than josh
and i put together if we don't.
the weather here is extraordinary. i must say so myself. like..
it's so sexy how it's forever hot outside. i've gone to the pool
like everyday since i've been here. i've gotten really tan. it's
hot.
mmmm.. i start school tomorrow. i am excited but i know i am going
to be more nervous tomorrow than anything. i did my research like
a good boy and found a lot of useful information about this school
[by reading the internet newspaper]. there was an article writen
by a student talking about how gay lifestyles are harmful to your
health and blah blah blah.. but a teacher added an article saying
that the article the student wrote was a bunch of crap because the
facts he got were from sources that were just not true.. and unreal.
a lot of the other students posted stuff saying how wrong the article
was and that the person who wrote it should apologize. this is
so comforting for me to know that there are gay friendly people at
this school [although i figured because it IS SOUTH CALI].. but it
just made it better that most of the people who wrote comments were
guys.
anyway.. enough about my hardcore rambling about my obsession with
boys. ..i hope this school isn't skrewed up with my credits because
you know how that goes with camden and its school system. blah! i
will be so mad. ooooh what makes me really mad is that i have to
take the california graduation test.. after i just got finished
taking the georgia grad. test. isn't that hot? ..i was being sarcastic.
okay, enough bitching.
cameron
sex and candy |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|12:38 pm] |
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| !@$%get it faster*^%! |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|07:35 pm] |
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| | get it faster -jimmy eat world | ] |
old song, but it's orgasmic. too sexual, blah!
Artist: JIMMY EAT WORLD
Album: Bleed American
Title: Get it Faster
I don't care what you do
I'm getting out
No nothing ever shames me
Don't wanna thing from you
I'm going out
I don't care if you're angry
I'm getting out
No nothing ever shames me
I'm going out
I don't care if you're angry
I should've thought things through
I'm holding out
But not getting an answer
I wanna do right by you
I'm finding out
Cheating gets it faster
I'm holding out
Not getting an answer
I'm finding out that
Cheating gets it faster
I'm holding out
But not getting an answer
I'm finding out
Cheating gets it faster
I don't care what you do
I'm getting out
No nothing ever shames me
Don't wanna thing from you
I'm going out
I don't care if you're angry
I should've thought things through
Yeah I'm holding out
But not getting an answer
I wanna do right by you
I'm finding out that
Cheating gets it faster
I'm getting out
No nothing ever shames me
I'm going out
I don't care if you're angry
I holding out
But not getting an answer
I'm finding out
Cheating gets it faster |
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| tall palm trees |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|07:20 pm] |
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| | $%#get it faster-jimmy eat world*$^@ | ] |
so the ride here was way long and boring. but i survived. we just
got cable today and just connected our internet to that. it's pretty
rad. i got here monday afternoon.. it was bogus. dad drove 2 days
straight without stopping at a hotel. i don't know how he did it.
crazy.
i haven't been to my new highschool yet.. but i am trying to find
out which onei should enrole in. i haven't met anyone my age but
every chance i get i ask someone who looks younger [who always
ends up being in college] which school they thought is better.
i've gotten different answers each time.. blah ! i am leaving
this is God's hands. he will put me where he needs me to go. [he
always has.]
our rental house seems decent. i can't seem to remember what our
neighborhood is called.. some weird name -- i think it might be
spanish. but yeahhhhh i haven't done anything interesting except
unpack all the stuff we brought up here. i went to the pool today
and layed out while nade swam. no hott guys. i was disappointed.
nic had an audition today for T-mobile. pretty sweet. it's a
union commercial.. i really hope she gets it $$$ ! ! !
ughhh ! i got my hair cut today because my dad saw a place where
i could get it done for cheap.. and i didn't want to go because
the place looked kinda' ghetto.. and well.. my hair looks all
kinds of f-ed up for real. i am so pissed. i told my mom over
the cell phone and she was pissed too because she didn't want
me to get my hair cut. i told my dad i just wanted to wait
until my mom got home but he made me go in and get it cut. oh
well.. it'll grow back, but not for a while. i'm depressed because
my mom said that she wanted to take me in so i can meet Tag [nic's
modeling agency] so she can tell me what i need to get done to my
hair and what i need to do. and then this happened.. so now mom
doesn't want to take me in until i get my hair grown out.. and this
means i won't be making money. a bad hair cut is fine.. but i hope
y'all see why i am really pissed off. but damn.. i look like i'm in
the military [not a good look for me at all]. i am just happy it got
f-ed up now instead of the day before i start school here. cali is
on spring vacation for two weeks.. i hope it'll be a little longer
before then.
anyway.. i can't wait to meet some hott guys. i will definitely keep
-the goods- informed ;D |
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| [still in georgia.. at the hotel] |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|11:56 am] |
wow so i definitely didn't think this day was going to come so soon.
school was so effing sad today. i thought i was going to freak out.
this week went by so much faster than i thought it would. all our
things were packed and put in the truck, and now our house is being
cleaned from top to bottom. dad has been fixing the holes in the walls
[from all the decorations] and mom's been painting over it. tomorrow my
long trip is going to begin, crazy.
so here i am sitting at this desk at in my hotel room. i'm waiting for
school to let out.. my family came and picked me up from school around
lunch time.. well a little after 2nd lunch. i am happy i got to eat my
last lunch with my friends linsdey, leanne, cousin amber, meghan, and
janeene. i am going to miss eating lunch everyday with them:'[ it was
like.. my favorite part of the day !
i hope i get to go out tonight with my friends. danyelle and i are planning
on going to apple bee's and hopefully some other people can come as well. and
then i am going to end up at my aunt robin's house if things work out. my aunt
robin and uncle mark are two people who i am also going to miss so effing much.
i could always talk to them about anything. we might not be blood related, but
they are my real family. i love them dearly.
danyelle, danyelle, danyelle. where do i start with you, my darling danyelle.
i am about to tear up typing all of this. it's amazing how long we have known
each other. since the fricken 2nd grade. we have been friends ever since then.
and when i moved away and came back, seeing you in walmart.. man.. all these
times we had danyelle. so many memories with you in them. holloween -- getting
lost in the woods. saturdays with nothing to do. our one dollar ice cream trips
to mcdonalds. looking stupid at parties. old boys we used to obsess over.
swim trips to places i can't even spell. even crusin around in the sexy volvo.
we have so many memories still unmentioned. i love how we can understand each
other. -even without saying a thing, we know what each other are thinking. we
can go a week without talking, but still be the best of friends in the whole world
when we do get to talk. friendships like this, danyelle, are never forgotten. i want
you to know that this is not good-bye. this is: danyelle and family taking a
trip to cali. -or even just danyelle coming to cali. this is only a new chapter
in our big book of adventures we share together. i love you danyelle brannon.
with all my heart and soul.
<3kenneth |
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| last one [for real this time] |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
omg. you guys this is seriously my last update. my dad's taking the computers apart tonight [we are packing all our valuble stuff up]. i am going to miss everyone down here so much. omgah.. i am going to cry when i leave. i have one week left, so i want to give everyone my new address. just bug me about it and let me get it to you. ohh man.. this is so crazy. this week is going to go by fast. --good luck to all the juniors taking the graduation test.
all my love,
cameron
i will call as many people as i can when i get to cali. i love you guys!! :'[[ |
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[Mar. 19th, 2005|07:29 pm] |
just letting everyone know that i won't be on a computer for another two weeks [unless i use the one at school] because i am moving to california. my next entry will most likely be in cali!!
all my love,
cameron
[don't miss me too much] |
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| 3/18/05 |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|04:14 pm] |
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i am just so fricken pissed about this whole situation. i just want to pull my hair out and scream at the top of my lungs. i wish we were fricken moving this weekend. and that's an aweful thing to wish because i'd be leaving all my friends sooner. but because i am not, i have to go through another week of school here--and i am not all for that. i hate this school.. and to make it worse for me we are taking graduation test next week. i am not even graduating here in georgia and they want me to take it?? and then when i get to california, it's not going to count.. i would have to take it there again. ugh.. maybe i am just being lazy..but i just do not feel like taking it here and then having to take it again in california. it's just more stress added to my life that is worthless. if i am going to stress over something, let it be something that will come to my advantage. i just hate the way things are turning out. some people just have it so much easier than others. whatever. i am just going to have to suck it up and keep positive.. hot, gay surfer boys in south cali. blah.. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2005|04:17 pm] |
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| | whatever comes to mind | ] |
blah. back to school again. monday's are always my worst. i am really happy that i got darker this weekend. people froom school could tell -this is a good thing:] saturday i cleaned out my desk drawers and threw away papers i don't need to take with me to california. it's really neat because i saw notes that nicole would write to me [i kept those] and i saw my little pictures i used to draw when i was little too [kept those too]. sunday, i took all mom's decorations off the walls and the pictures that hung along the stair case and my bedroom walls.. but before this Nade sang at church so dad and i went to go support her and watch her [omgah she has gotten so good. i am so effing proud of her:] ..but when the service started i sat with cody [one of nic's friends from school] and then left after a little while because, to be frank, i don't like the pastor's messages. i don't really like the churches here in the south [no offense to anyone at all!] .. this is all my opinion. i don't agree with a lot that the church has to say down here.. so why freak out and listen to them, right? so i just left.. and as i was walking out i saw a house that looked really familiar --my old friend kayla from back in the 8th grade! i walked over there [and hoped it was the right house] and we talked for a good while. kayla and i were really close in the 8th grade. we were best friends.. like we spent every weekend together. but when we got to highschool.. things totally did a 180. we both changed.. for better and for the worst. we just never saw each other.. but yesterday i feel that like.. we reconnected what we had in the 8th grade. i am really happy. she is singing in choir for the school and she's picking me up at 5:50 so i can go watch her sing:] it's going to be sweetness. actually i should start getting ready so i am going to go.. ttyl everyone:] [nic.. i miss you so much. do good at your auditions/photoshoots/yah]. horses and bankrobbers. |
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| 25 days.. |
[Mar. 1st, 2005|05:04 pm] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Push It - Salt n' Pepa | ] |
Man.. my life has left me feeling quite tired lately. I've been staying afterschool everyday [except for today and last Friday]. This whole semester has just been tiring for me. Usually I come home and fall asleep. That's what I did today at least.
I am really excited. Nic and mom come home in 15 days:] [March 15th]. Then on the 25th we are heading out to Cali together as a family. I am not going to lie.. I am looking forward to getting out of this town.. however I am SO not looking forward to leaving my friends. My friends [and my house I live in] are the only 2 things why I would ever stay here.. and it's going to be so hard leaving them. I just have to keep positive about things and remind myself of the good things that will come with this move.
Oh yeah .. and I just wanted to say thanks to the people who took their time to help my sister's friend out [that one actor] .. I will also have other people I have to help out in the near future.
MMMMMM !! I am going to be an aunt! One of my best friends, Kayla, is going to be a mom! YAY!! And she is definitely coming down to here before I move and she's having a baby shower [the timing of all of this was just too perfect]. I can't wait to see her [and the baby inside of her].. Lucky.
<3 Cameron |
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| ..can't say i was never wrong. but some blame rests on you.. |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
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| | Work - Jimmy Eat World | ] |
Artist: JIMMY EAT WORLD
Album: Futures
Title: Work
If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is killing its take
A game to play along
All I can say
I should of said
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh oh oh
All the best DJs are saving
The slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't falthom more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on the for sure
All I can say
I should of said
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
oh oh (ahhhhhhhh)
Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play but never okay
To mix the way we do
All I can say
I should of said
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
We still have time
oh oh, oh oh oh
oh oh, oh |
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| IMPORTANT PLEASE READ |
[Feb. 25th, 2005|06:32 pm] |
You guys.. I can not say how important it is that you do this. You may think that you are just a drop in the bucket and there isn't much that you can do.. but this will help this boy out SO much .. you just do not know how much. My sister has a friend named Michael Cardell who has recently replaced another person on this soap opera called "As the World Turns" -maybe you've heard about it. It would be good for him if we left a few encouraging words and good remarks about him so that producers will want to keep him on the show, etc. This website should bring you to the where you need to go and cut out all the other things you need to click on. However, if it does not let you click on it, go to www.soapnet.com. Click on The Soaps [on the main menu bar thingy], -then there should be a list of Soap Operas.. click on As the World Turns. This should bring you to a summary of the last episode. There are more directions under the website listed:
http://forums.go.com/disney/soapnet/forum?start=0&forumID=41&byThread=true
If you scroll down about miday, there should be a message group thing called "UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH".. click on that and scroll down to the bottom of the page. There you should find Nic's screen name [pink_cheesecake] and mine [kenn_anderson55]. Click reply and it should take you to a place to sign in, or register to get a username. You will need a username to do this [it takes like.. two seconds.. seriously. However.. if you are afraid to put your real information in there, at least put your real zip code so Producers can see what part of the world is viewing this show]. After you have done this, you can look at Nicole and my messages to get an example about what to put in your message [PLEASE NO BAD COMMENTS!] -seriously:]
Thank you all so much for taking your time in doing this. If you need any help or problems.. just call 510-7660 [my number] and I will talk you through it. This really means a lot. *Remember: Michael Cardell.. because he is on his way to fame and success. KNOW that YOU helped him get there and that he couldn't do it without you. Thanks again -Cameron
FUTURE STARS TO LOOK OUT FOR FROM SIMMONS AND SCOTTS [this is the manager Nic signed with]: RYAN CARNES -He is a reoccuring role on The #1 Show - Desparate Houswifes - ..he is hott and well on his way to fame and success as well:] |
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[Feb. 21st, 2005|02:28 pm] |
wow. so i haven't been on the computer enough to type an entry. my trip to cali was great. i was happy that when i came back from my week vacation, i learned that we had another 3 days off school [thursday, friday and monday]. thinking that i can get all my work done that i missed.. i completed 2 essays and a lot of other things in hopes of being caught up -- only to find that after i looked at my grades on the computer, i am missing 10 tests from algebra 2, i have about 11 assignments to make up for literature..and i brought neither my lit book or algebra book. i am failing as of now. sooooooooo.. this next week is going to be hectic for me.
we are renting a house in san marcos, california.. 15 min. away from the beach without traffic - so i've heard. i am nervous. i think the date is march 25th when i leave .. because our rent starts on the 28th. i hope the people out there like me.
if you don't watch desperate housewives.. you really need to. pay attention to the flashbacks in the beginning and get yourself caught up. it's the best show in the whole world. f.y.i -- my sister knows the really hott gay guy on there [he's not really gay haha .. too bad for me:[ ]] but yeah .. i think his name is ryan? -- john's room mate . -- too fine too fine hello.
love
kenneth |
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| i am about to have a total B.F. |
[Jan. 24th, 2005|04:32 pm] |
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| | AGGrrrrHH | ] |
some men are fucking ass holes. and i hope one in particular dies and rots in hell for what he did to katie cragg and my sister.
ass hole.
..just think ? ? he is just lucky it wasn't my sister. |
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| 1/11/05 |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
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| |  .3*:CuriOus(*&1 | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | supreme [french version] / millenium -robbie williams | ] |
today was alright. i failed like .. my algebra 2 test today though. so i am staying afterschool tomorrow to get reteaching. hopefully i can get this because letters are so weird when they are in the equation. it's driving me crazy for real. too many of them -i wish they were just numbers.
so i am going with my gaydar for now on. recently i found out that this guy from colorado that i had the hugest crush on is now out to everyone. he was a senior when i went to school there and he was a star basketball player.. blonde hair blue eyes and really tall. he looks like an abercrombie model out of the magazine -to perfect. and i am not trying to sound conceited in the least but yeah.. my boyfriend at the time even notticed him checking me out all kinds. and i kinda' started notticing it after a while. it's pretty bad. but yeah.. he's in college now and he's out to everyone. my luck will change. it is only up from here [because i am at the very bottom of the hill] :[[[[
dang i wish i knew what this song means.. it's in french but it's so pretty..
29 minutes later..
okay so i found the english version and it's really funny. however, i think the french version is better.
Artist: Robbie Williams
Album: Sing When You're Winning
Title: Supreme
Oh it seemed forever stopped today
All the lonely hearts in London
Caught a plane and flew away
And all the best women are married
All the handsome men are gay
You feel deprived
Yeah are you questioning your size?
Is there a tumour in your humour,
Are there bags under your eyes?
Do you leave dents where you sit,
Are you getting on a bit?
Will you survive
You must survive
When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme
Oh what are you really looking for?
Another partner in your life to
abuse and to adore?
Is it lovey dovey stuff,
Do you need a bit of rough?
Get on your knees
Yeah turn down the love songs that you hear
'Cause you can't avoid the sentiment
That echoes in your ear
Saying love will stop the pain
Saying love will kill the fear
Do you believe
You must believe
When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme
I spy with my little eye
Something beginning with (ah)
Got my back up
And now she's screaming
So I've got to turn the track up
Sit back and watch the royalties stack up
I know this girl she likes to switch teams
And I'm a fiend but I'm living for a love supreme
When there's no love in town
This new century keeps bringing you down
All the places you have been
Trying to find a love supreme
A love supreme
Come and live a love supreme
Don't let it get you down
Everybody lives for love
Come and live a love supreme
Don't let it get you down
Everybody lives for love |
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| monday 1/10/05 |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|04:49 pm] |
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nic and i made up yesterday. we just all of a sudden acted like nothing happened and we've been fine the whole time. that is what i love about her and my relationship. i am very depressed about her leaving again. she even cried last night and i jerked back my tears..
today has been okay i guess. i am excited about staying at my Aunt Robin's house for a little while until my mom gets back. but as for now.. i am waiting for my little sister to get dropped off -so i am sitting here eating ice cream and typing away. very exciting stuff.
i was bummed because i got a message on the answering machine when i got home from school about how realtors are showing the house at 3-4 today.. well, not hearing the part about FROM THREE TO FOUR, only hearing FOUR, i freaked out .. i looked at the clock and it said 3:58 on it..and i looked down and realized i was only in a speedo so i ran upstairs freaking out thinking that people were coming over. after i put some clothes back on i vacuumed both my room and the guest room upstairs and the balcony.. i thought well dang. they seem to be taking their time. so i listened to the message again ..and heard they came over already. so i could have been outside tanning. too bad. i guess i will have to tomorrow. lol. but darn .. i wish i vacuumed my room sooner so that way it was clean when they came over. blah! it better be sunny tomorrow so i can catch some rays:D
i have lots of homework and studying to do at Aunt Robins.. and i want to get a head start:] so i am going to go.
love,
kenneth |
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[Jan. 9th, 2005|05:55 pm] |
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| | Run Away - The Real McCoy | ] |
my first week of school went rather well. i don't think i could have done anything differently to make it better. my classes are somewhat hard. i can honestly say i am happy that my cousilor didn't switch me out of Mrs. Prentice's algebra 2 class. like i said.. i've heard so many bad things about her and how she is mean and a bad teacher. from what i can tell by getting to know her.. she just expects a lot of her students and she is very intimidating. perhaps she was different with her other classes.. but i also look at it this way -my class has respectful students in it who want to try to learn everything she has to teach us. this is a very different invironment than what i am used to. last friday i stayed afterschool with her to retake a test.. it only took me two seconds to do it so i stayed and talked with her. we talked about a lot of things. my sexuality being one of them. she is very supportive of me [she is from Brooklyn i think it was] and she has a few gay friends from there too. i have learned one thing from this whole experience -- do not EVER judge a person before you get to know him/her. looking back, i think i am SO stupid and small minded for doing that.
~having us history would be THE WORST if it wasn't for Erin!! i can tell her and i are going to help each other out a lot when it comes to bordome. blah! Erin is great.
i am somewhat depressed. i have discovered another problem aside from my short-term memory losage. i not only misplace things and have absolutely no idea where i put it [and when i find it i think wtf ! how could i put this here?] but i loose things. things that mean the most to me .. like the things my sister, Nic, lets me borrow. she let me borrow her modeling book that she got from modeling school and i lost that somewhere in Colorado -OR it got stolen. i don't know. but i don't have any proof of who stole it.. so i will just have to accept the fact that i lost it:[ and then there's this belt that she let me borrow recently. it was a hott belt too. -neither Nicole or i can find it. we also said some pretty mean things to each other because Nadine has this project to do and i do not want to take any part in it [except the parts in the experiment where they need me].. but Nicole has basically done the whole thing for Nadine and i've told her over and over again to let Nadine do it.. but she doesn't and now she wants ME to help Nadine write her backround information part of how she found information about the project and i KNOW it will turn out that Nadine will make me do her work for her .. and it's just not happening. so i told them no i am not. . and went up and cleaned my room for about two hours. and Nicole is mad at me for that. i hope we settle things because she is flying for California tomorrow and i won't see her for a long time. [i hope she finds her belt somewhere in her suit cases so i don't get blamed for loosing it ugh].
well..i'm out. literally: cameron:) |
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